I'm going through lots of emotions and thinking too many things at this time. From family problems to My dream of becoming an entrepreneur. Mixed feelings, mixed thoughts and mixed emotions. Somewhere being too bold and focused of what i have to achieve; to the factors of what going to suppress me from achieving that.
Completing my PG is not giving me that pleasure of accomplishing something what I dream of. In an early stage of failing from start-up left me hopeless and boasted me to start from a scratch. Thereby I decided to do my PG in Operations to learn what needs to handle the base of an any company.
From day 1 of my PG, I was excited and full of energy to learn things. I kept on learning things, met new people who already have a stable life, People who are knowledgeable and People who have vision to see future. I just learnt as much as it was possible. I'm happy that I finally achieved what I dreamt of and received my certificate of PG in Operations. But still there was something which is not soothing my heart.
Kept on exploring unchartered territories but still not able to map what I actually need. So I was just living my life and travelling here and there to soothe my heart. On a fine day, I was watching a video on YouTube of doing what you like and mastering in that.
I was in a dilemma that what I exactly like. Working in a corporate environment or managing a team or keeping my onshore clients happy. Is that the thing? Or applying my PG-Operations experience in real time. Really, that doesn't helped me. what we think and what our managers thinks differs. Maybe they lack that experience what I got or they have learnt all this in the real time experience gained in their career.
Thinking of that video, I came across similar contents which was giving me a hint of, to do what I like. I was still wondering what? So just came up with an idea of making my own travel videos and sharing experiences of people and interviewing people. Is it the thing I wanted? Really I don't know. But yes I can say I live travelling and like to gather info.
I'm still just in a phase of starting it. Maybe it will give me that pursuit of happiness. It's like, if we want to switch on the lights and there's a lots of switches for it, keep on trying each of the switches till the light glows. Some or the switch will make your life brighter.
It's just a beginning of what I'm dreaming. Having challenges also. But I have to sail from this. Falling in life is not a problem, failing to rise from a fall is a problem. Rise from a fall and keep on trying to achieve what you like. That's why we are different from animals. Don't live a normal life. Do what you love coz you won't get another life to live.
