LOVE, LUST AND ACID

Falling in love is a beautiful feeling. People often likes someone which slowly and gradually changes into love. But, what if the person whom we love rejects it? We broke down, we get angry, we try everything to impress that person so that the person whom we love understand it. What if that person doesn't understand? Do we think, My happiness is in her happiness, so we leave. Or we get stubborn?

Is there any difference between Love, Lust & Stubbornness?
Maybe it depends on person to person. Love gets dangerous when it transforms into lust and we get stubborn. We know all this things, right? So we also know about acid attacks, killings and rape. Yes, this heinous crimes take place when love transforms into lust and stubbornness.

Writing down this piece is inspired by few acid attack victims. Let's check few.

Laxmi Agarwal is an Indian campaigner with Stop Sale Acid and a TV host. She is an acid attack survivor and speaks for the rights of acid attack victims. She was attacked in 2005 at age 15, by a 32-year-old man named Nadeem Khan (Guddu) whose advances she had rejected. She's happy now in her life as she found her true love Alok Dixit who is a social activist.

Pramodini Roul was 15 when a 28-year-old paramilitary soldier threw acid on her for rejecting his marriage proposal. Unfortunately, the case was dismissed in 2012 due to a lack of evidence, and the soldier now roams free.
Pramodini found her true love Saroj Kumar Sahu and they are happy now.

Sonali Mukherjee woman from Dhanbad whose face was permanently disfigured by an acid attack in 2003 when she was 18. Three alleged assailants - Tapas Mitra, and his two friends Sanjay Paswan and Bhrahmadev Hajra did this heinous crime as the advances she had turned down. They decided to punish her for rejecting him. She is now happily married, found her true love Chittaranjan Tiwari.

There are many other stories if you google down. Not just acid attacks but in some cases girls were raped and killed. Some of the attacks never comes in picture. Loving someone means loving someone's happiness, their smile, their wellbeing. If you can't be in their life doesn't mean you have right to ruin it. Be happy in their happiness. You will also get your true love wait for it.

I want to leave with a few words,

Love is a beautiful feeling, don't ruin it with anger,
She's Gods beautiful gift, don't treat her as vamper.
Please don't feel low, get hyper or lose your temper,
Your true love will surely come, don't place a rancor.

What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?

Recently I came across a post where someone asked, what is the best thing that has ever happened to you? I started reading the replies given to it. Few of the replies were like "Meeting their soulmate", "Approval of Visa for USA", "Getting into a dream college", "Promoted as VP", "Entering Parenthood" etc.

When I questioned myself the same thing, I was wondering what I've achieved to say. Or say I didn't do anything great or achieved anything that great where I can truly say, "Yes! This was the best". The only thing which truly happened best to me is, I born in this family and I got parents like them.

No parents in this world leaves no stone unturned in upbringing of their child. My parents did the same. Apart from schooling, college and all, they helped me to grow as a better person. They always stood together in my difficult times. Whether it is a failure in school, college or failure in interviews or failure in relationship. They never taught me to discriminate. That's why I still struggle to understand why people fight over religion. 

I can never forget whatever things they did for me. I remember one instance, My 1st ever National karate tournament was there and I had to get up early at 4 coz my train was their. My dad woke me up at 3.50 and said to get ready. As I entered into the kitchen I saw that Mom and dad prepared snacks for me Egg Cutlet, boiled eggs and Tumeric milk. I got to know that they woke up at 3 to prepare all this for me. 

I still remember my dad used to bring eggs for me when I've joined gym. He used to give me milk with raw eggs mixed before going to gym. And after coming home boiled eggs for me. He also used to share jokes with me like a friend (bad jokes too). He was more than a friend. My mom always there by my side. I'm nothing less than a Hero for her. She always used to wake up before me and prepare tiffin for me when I was in Morning shifts. She even used to wait for me to have dinner when I was late shifts.

My parents gave me everything. Supported in all my decisions. Stayed strong besides me. Given much freedom in my life. Taught me to respect every individual. Taught me to help others. Taught me that bad phase never stays for long. Never breakdown believe in yourself, After darkest of night, bright Sun is waiting for you welcoming you.

Theirs a never ending list of what best they did for me. One life is not enough to list down everything. I can proudly say that THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE IS MY PARENTS. 

WOMEN ARE PRICELESS

She wakes up by 5 am and will move straight to the kitchen. She would join morning devotion by 5:30 am. Start preparing kids by 6:00 am, serve everybody food by 7 am, takes the kids to school and move to her office by 8 am.

She ends up working whole day, fighting as same as u do. Start washing of clothes and cooking dinner by 9 pm. Serve dinner by 9.30 pm. Start home work for kids by 8-9 pm. Discuss your busy schedule with you and catch fun so that you will be in the mood and have a sound sleep and also gives you sex even though you never feels to have it.

It's you who bleeds blood every month with severe pains and crams. Even in those pains, you still have to put things together for a normal day. It's you who carry another human inside you for 9 months. The inconvenience, the discomfort, the sacrifice, and carefulness. You sacrifice what makes you happy just to keep another life healthy.

When it's time to deliver, your life is on the line. It's a 50/50 chance for you. You may live and you may die. But being the life-giver you are, you will choose the life of a new stranger over yours. Even the process is not favorable to you. Either the pains of childbirth or surgery.

After it all, you still carry yourself up and continue life activities with bandage and pains. But what is miraculous about this all is the smile you put on your face while facing all this.

Men as a son, husband we rarely respect what our mother, wife do for us. We sleep like a king. Wake up as a king. Order as a king. And if anything goes wrong we get angry like a king.

Few people don't respect the ladies in our lives. Sometimes I feel nature is unfair to you. But you are a miracle.
May God bless every woman out there.
Good women are to be celebrated.

Thanks to my Mother my Sister my friend who still tolerates me and thinks I'm a child being I'm 30. Your heart will always keep me like a child and hope I could do something better for you someday. 

TERE HONE KA SAWAAL AATA HAI

Beete saal kahi fir bhi, teri yaad taaza hai
Har lamha sochu mei yehi, Tu hai ya nahi
Bas Tere hone ka sawaal aata hai..

Kuch bhula mei nahi, tu har zarre mei taaza hai
Din raat badalte rahe fir bhi, Tu hai ya nahi
Bas Tere hone ka sawaal aata hai..

Teri Dosti Tera Pyaar har Pal, mere rago mei taaza hai
Khamoshi tere jane k baad, Tu hai ya nahi
Bas Tere hone ka sawaal aata hai..

Raatei kahi Mulakatei kahi, har baato mei taaza hai
Pass hoke bhi durr lage, Tu hai ya nahi
Bas tere hone ka sawaal aata hai..

Aaj bhi misaalo mei tu hai, har kisso mei taaza hai
Tere pyaar teri takraar yaad aati hai mujhe
Har lamha satati hai mujhe
Tu bhul gaya hoga sab kuch, Tu hai ya nahi
Bas or Bas tere hone ka sawaal aata hai..

I WANT TO BE A CHILD AGAIN

I'm tired of trying to be the stronger man
I want to sleep on the laps of Mom
I want to play with Dad the same old game
I want to be a child again.

6 hours of school was fun with friends

9 hours of job 2 hours of traffic is like lost life

Grew up crying at home loud to silently crying in rain

I want to be a child again.

I've seen this world from west to east
People with double face & some saints
All have their evil side whom to blame
I want to be a child again.

I'm cynical and scared
Took too many of the devil's dares
God Please help me to find my name
I want to be a child again.

My Seeker finds me where I hide
in the corners of guilt and under my pride
Lost in the crowd of achieving fake fame
I want to be a child again.

Somewhere I lost my innocence
I always knew I’ll grow up fast
Never thought I would be the same
I want to be a child again.

JUST FOR U

I want to be ur comfort,
A blanket when u r confuse..
Ray of light in every dark,
Warmth n hope u cannot lose..

To be the canopy to cover U,
When life storms comes ur way..
I can be the one U have waited for,
Coz I feel the words, U can't say..

U don't need words for my attention
Just hold my hands n lean on my chest..
Forget everything n feel the way I do
I promise I'll be ur man, I'll be the best..

A Goodnight kiss no shadows to hide
In the morning, I'll be ur first sight..
Get on to sleep on my shoulder
I want to be ur dark, I want to be ur light..

I'm the spcl pillow made just 4 U
It's so euphoric to feel ur heart beat..
And know my dreams are coming true
Being with u I'm feeling myself complete..

Rising from the Odds

I'm going through lots of emotions and thinking too many things at this time. From family problems to My dream of becoming an entrepreneur. Mixed feelings, mixed thoughts and mixed emotions. Somewhere being too bold and focused of what i have to achieve; to the factors of what going to suppress me from achieving that.

Completing my PG is not giving me that pleasure of accomplishing something what I dream of. In an early stage of failing from start-up left me hopeless and boasted me to start from a scratch. Thereby I decided to do my PG in Operations to learn what needs to handle the base of an any company.

From day 1 of my PG, I was excited and full of energy to learn things. I kept on learning things, met new people who already have a stable life, People who are knowledgeable and People who have vision to see future. I just learnt as much as it was possible. I'm happy that I finally achieved what I dreamt of and received my certificate of PG in Operations. But still there was something which is not soothing my heart.

Kept on exploring unchartered territories but still not able to map what I actually need. So I was just living my life and travelling here and there to soothe my heart. On a fine day, I was watching a video on YouTube of doing what you like and mastering in that.

I was in a dilemma that what I exactly like. Working in a corporate environment or managing a team or keeping my onshore clients happy. Is that the thing? Or applying my PG-Operations experience in real time. Really, that doesn't helped me. what we think and what our managers thinks differs. Maybe they lack that experience what I got or they have learnt all this in the real time experience gained in their career.

Thinking of that video, I came across similar contents which was giving me a hint of, to do what I like. I was still wondering what? So just came up with an idea of making my own travel videos and sharing experiences of people and interviewing people. Is it the thing I wanted? Really I don't know. But yes I can say I live travelling and like to gather info.

I'm still just in a phase of starting it. Maybe it will give me that pursuit of happiness. It's like, if we want to switch on the lights and there's a lots of switches for it, keep on trying each of the switches till the light glows. Some or the switch will make your life brighter.

It's just a beginning of what I'm dreaming. Having challenges also. But I have to sail from this. Falling in life is not a problem, failing to rise from a fall is a problem. Rise from a fall and keep on trying to achieve what you like. That's why we are different from animals. Don't live a normal life. Do what you love coz you won't get another life to live.